Who knows?

It's been a few days since I've written anything here. I don't really know what to say tonight. I'm feeling pretty crappy but I can't explain it. For some reason, I've managed to put all my eggs in one basket again. I love too deeply and I think that it's not mutual... actually, I'm pretty sure it isn't. So the question is, if someone loves you, then falls out of love, is it possible for them to ever fall in love with you again? What was it that made them fall in love in the first place? I would just like the life that everyone else has instead of the one that I have to live. Why do I love this person so much in the first place? Tomorrow is another day, another chance to get it right... and hopefully, it will be a good one. I wish I could shake this terrible feeling, but I don't think it's possible. I know more than I should... I wish I were as naive as some people think I am.